You're supermassive, come hear me scream

ZHEN.

06/03/1990

Leisure & Resorts Mgt

Temasek Polytechnic

Under Construction.

You're supermassive

come hear me scream

April 2009/ May 2009/ June 2009/

Monday, June 1, 2009 Monday, June 1, 2009 6:41 AM

Battlefield.

What do you want inside.

Yourself.

Tell me.

Voice out.

So that I can decide for you.

So long. The journey.

The droplets that fell to the ground.

What does it mean.

All the runbacks.

Seem so long.

All the water.

Why can't you be different.

Why must you make me feel that it is me that's why such things happen.

Thursday, May 14, 2009 Thursday, May 14, 2009 8:06 AM

Forget to mention that I feel happy...

To be loved .
To be called baby by you.
To be hugg
To be scolded
To be nagged

Practically everything

7:47 AM

Probably I don't even mean or understand what I'm gonna type here next.

All I know is I just feel like blogging.

Nothing in particular or please do not be mistaken that I'm feeing upset of any shit.

Because I am just plainly tired.

My eyes are dropping, mind running around. So in total I can't think well.

That is also the reason why I am typing at such a fast pace right now.

This isn't the life that I want to lead for the rest of my life.

I want something more, something more suitable for me.

This isn't gonna work.

I know it will end soon.

And I will be sad when it end.

but seriously it is still not my style.

okay this is not referring to my love.

Is it true that when girls have menses their mind will be unstable because of the hormones blah blah.

because I think it really works well.

haha.

Bullshit.

I want to become better.

Better.

Best. Or am I aiming to be a perfectionist?

nonono. that's too much.

But it seems that I am heading that way?

nonono. U turn man.

When you are in a relationship, what does it means when your mind is filled up with ideas or ways of how not to lose your partner?

Does this means that you are afraid? No confidence or what?

Is it how should one feel when he/she is in a relationship?

will you feel happy?

That's all

Friday, May 8, 2009 Friday, May 8, 2009 10:17 PM

I would like to go to a beach resort right now.

Sitting at the balcony with my earpiece on, listening to slow music.

At the same time, enjoy the beautiful scenery and peaceful moment.

Will be better if there's a heartwarming storybook to read and a soothing drink to go along with.

Not thinking of anything, not thinking of how to pace up with the hectic and messy life of me.

Now I feel that my life is running like a train.

Running at such a high speed that I do not know how to stop.

The tired and pressure just pile up till I can easily breakdown.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009 Tuesday, May 5, 2009 8:18 AM

Was browsing through ex's blog.

It makes me think.

Not in a bad way.

I don't know if we are consider as friends.

We once know each other but now we are total strangers.

So I will still consider as friends because I can't deny that we don't know each other before right?

For once, I feel happy for him.

It makes me realised that people do change through time.

From his blog and all, I can sense that he seems happier now.

Or rather simpler.

He gives me a very different feeling now.

And in some way it enlighten me.

Everything happens for a reason.

The most important thing is to just move on and learn from it.

Standing on the same spot wouldn't help.

Having the same mindset only hold you back.

I'm starting to piece up all the stories.

It took me years to do it.

But I'm sure it will walk out by itself one day.

I don't regret a single thing now. Not that little bit.

People who read this is gonna have question marks in their head. Oh well.

All the best James. =)

Thursday, April 30, 2009 Thursday, April 30, 2009 3:11 AM

I think I am sick in mind.
For what I am still haunted by that stupid history?
So sick man
Can't stand it.
If only it can be cured everything will be better.
For me at least..

Fuck man.
I'm hungry.
Can you be faster?

Says who?

Says me.

Sunday, April 19, 2009 Sunday, April 19, 2009 5:51 AM

Went to Royal China at Raffles Hotel with my family today.

It was horrible.

Not referring to the food.

To my dismay, I found a cockroach in the food.

How disgusting is that?

SUPER.

and the service was super bad to the extent that we cancelled all our orders.

I was super angry at how the service was being carried out when we confronted them about the horrible mistakes that they made.

From the point I enter the restaurant till the point I left, nothing was good.

Thus I decided it is time to apply what I have learn in school- communication skills.

I wrote a complaint letter.

I mean come on. This is Raffles hotel you are talking about.

Not another hawker stall incident?

If Raffles Hotel restaurant have this kind of standard too, I think it is way too much man.

On top of that. nothing did really went well.

Oh ya, I forgot to mention that boyfriend forgotten about me.

He has been always complaining that I forget about him.

Well, look who's the one that is forgetting who now?

Tomorrow is Monday.

Monday blues starts all over again.

but definitely not tomorrow. Because it's my DADDY's birthday!

Yours Truly ZHEN. 19 06/03/1990 *Leisure & Resorts Mgt* *Temasek Polytechnic*	Tagboard	Exits Under Construction.	See You.
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Archives April 2009/ May 2009/ June 2009/	Monday, June 1, 2009 Monday, June 1, 2009 6:41 AM Battlefield. What do you want inside. Yourself. Tell me. Voice out. So that I can decide for you. So long. The journey. The droplets that fell to the ground. What does it mean. All the runbacks. Seem so long. All the water. Why can't you be different. Why must you make me feel that it is me that's why such things happen. Thursday, May 14, 2009 Thursday, May 14, 2009 8:06 AM Forget to mention that I feel happy... To be loved . To be called baby by you. To be hugg To be scolded To be nagged Practically everything 7:47 AM Probably I don't even mean or understand what I'm gonna type here next. All I know is I just feel like blogging. Nothing in particular or please do not be mistaken that I'm feeing upset of any shit. Because I am just plainly tired. My eyes are dropping, mind running around. So in total I can't think well. That is also the reason why I am typing at such a fast pace right now. This isn't the life that I want to lead for the rest of my life. I want something more, something more suitable for me. This isn't gonna work. I know it will end soon. And I will be sad when it end. but seriously it is still not my style. okay this is not referring to my love. Is it true that when girls have menses their mind will be unstable because of the hormones blah blah. because I think it really works well. haha. Bullshit. I want to become better. Better. Best. Or am I aiming to be a perfectionist? nonono. that's too much. But it seems that I am heading that way? nonono. U turn man. When you are in a relationship, what does it means when your mind is filled up with ideas or ways of how not to lose your partner? Does this means that you are afraid? No confidence or what? Is it how should one feel when he/she is in a relationship? will you feel happy? That's all Friday, May 8, 2009 Friday, May 8, 2009 10:17 PM I would like to go to a beach resort right now. Sitting at the balcony with my earpiece on, listening to slow music. At the same time, enjoy the beautiful scenery and peaceful moment. Will be better if there's a heartwarming storybook to read and a soothing drink to go along with. Not thinking of anything, not thinking of how to pace up with the hectic and messy life of me. Now I feel that my life is running like a train. Running at such a high speed that I do not know how to stop. The tired and pressure just pile up till I can easily breakdown. Tuesday, May 5, 2009 Tuesday, May 5, 2009 8:18 AM Was browsing through ex's blog. It makes me think. Not in a bad way. I don't know if we are consider as friends. We once know each other but now we are total strangers. So I will still consider as friends because I can't deny that we don't know each other before right? For once, I feel happy for him. It makes me realised that people do change through time. From his blog and all, I can sense that he seems happier now. Or rather simpler. He gives me a very different feeling now. And in some way it enlighten me. Everything happens for a reason. The most important thing is to just move on and learn from it. Standing on the same spot wouldn't help. Having the same mindset only hold you back. I'm starting to piece up all the stories. It took me years to do it. But I'm sure it will walk out by itself one day. I don't regret a single thing now. Not that little bit. People who read this is gonna have question marks in their head. Oh well. All the best James. =) Thursday, April 30, 2009 Thursday, April 30, 2009 3:11 AM I think I am sick in mind. For what I am still haunted by that stupid history? So sick man Can't stand it. If only it can be cured everything will be better. For me at least.. Fuck man. I'm hungry. Can you be faster? Says who? Says me. Sunday, April 19, 2009 Sunday, April 19, 2009 5:51 AM Went to Royal China at Raffles Hotel with my family today. It was horrible. Not referring to the food. To my dismay, I found a cockroach in the food. How disgusting is that? SUPER. and the service was super bad to the extent that we cancelled all our orders. I was super angry at how the service was being carried out when we confronted them about the horrible mistakes that they made. From the point I enter the restaurant till the point I left, nothing was good. Thus I decided it is time to apply what I have learn in school- communication skills. I wrote a complaint letter. I mean come on. This is Raffles hotel you are talking about. Not another hawker stall incident? If Raffles Hotel restaurant have this kind of standard too, I think it is way too much man. On top of that. nothing did really went well. Oh ya, I forgot to mention that boyfriend forgotten about me. He has been always complaining that I forget about him. Well, look who's the one that is forgetting who now? =) Tomorrow is Monday. Monday blues starts all over again. but definitely not tomorrow. Because it's my DADDY's birthday!